Wedding Attire

Hair: By @HAIRmeout (Follow Her)

Make-up: By Me

Dress: BeBe $170

Shoes: Guess $35

Clutch: TJMaxx Pick up $15

Face: Benefis POREfessional (As a primer) MAC Concealer (For my tired eyes) MAC Minerlize Liquid SPF 15 Foundation, Deep Dark Mineralize Skin Finish, Mac Mineralize Gold Deposit & Mac Raizin Matte Blush  

Brows: Benefits Brow Kit

Eyes: Elf Palette, Elf False Lashes, Elf Liquid Liner (Target Pick-up's)

Lips: MAC Lip Prep and Prime, NYX Coffee Liner, MAC Velvet Teddy (Matte)

It's A Two Way Street (His & Hers)

Ladies, we’re ALWAYS screaming independent this and independent that. “I don’t need a man for anything” or “I can do this or that on my own” but when that check comes, y’all looking right at that man to come out his pockets. Now I know what you’re going to say “Well he’s the man, he should pay.” Okay well it was also said that, we should stay in the house, cook, clean and take care of the kids, but we don’t live by those rules anymore do we? I guess what I’m trying to get at is that, it is okay to treat your man sometimes, just like it is okay for him to cook or clean sometimes (I will write about that later) A man wants to feel appreciated just like we do ladies. It’s okay to say “Babe, I got it!” or “Let ME take you out tonight.”  Some men work so hard their whole relationship trying to satisfy their women and they don’t even get that in return. Taking them out goes a long way. TRUST ME. Men are not as hard to please as us women . So if you can show your appreciation by one day just getting up and doing something nice for him, you’ll get that in return tenfold. It’s not even just picking up the check. He has some recent accomplishments? Celebrate him and send him flowers or edibles. He’s had a hard day? Rub his back. Like I said men really are not hard to please, they are simple creatures. We as women are just so stuck on making sure that he does what he’s supposed to do for us, that we totally disregard their feelings sometimes. Now of course it has to be a man worthy to do these things for. By no means am I saying every man deserves this but for the ones that do, ladies take the time to show him some gratitude. Me personally, I don’t believe in 50/50, I believe in 100/100. It’s not about the unwritten rules on who is supposed to do what and assigning task based on what society thinks men and women should do. Whatever needs to be done, we will both do it or whoever can at the time, will get it done. You need it or don’t have it, I got it and I expect the same in return. You have to match my efforts and I have to match yours. I’m going to bring as much to the table as you. I will never give anyone an opportunity to say they did for me and I didn’t do for them. It’s not a pride thing either, I just really believe in holding up my end of the bargain as a woman. In relatioships, people get so caught up on what the man should do or what the woman should do and they forget to work as a team. Anyway, I think I kind of rambled on and got a little off track, but I hope you get my point. Ladies do for your man what you want him to do for you. Just like he needs to be kept, you aren’t irreplaceable either. Later dolls...

Yours Truly,

Sabrina ❤️ 

Loving YOU ❤️

Low self-esteem is an issue amongst a lot of young women that isn't addressed enough. There's an internal battle that is being fought  and I don't think people realize the severity of how low self-esteem can affect one's life.

High school and some time after I struggled with low self esteem and poor self confidence. I hadn't quite come to terms with it. I probably didn't even know what it was, I just knew I didn't feel good about myself AT ALL. During this time period I was in a very dark place mentally and my circumstances had not made it easier. That drove me into a situation that I now call " a comfortable hell". Everything that could be wrong in my life at that point, was very wrong. I had no aspirations and thought my life wouldn't be anything more than it was. Yeah I was fucked up! You can imagine I had a handful of people that I could've confided in, but I didn't want to burden people with issues so I distanced myself and kept quiet. I don't think you can even begin to imagine the damage that caused. Things just got worse and worse. I can be a woman to admit that all that was all my fault because no one controlled my destiny but me. I didn't know that back then. I'm kinda happy I didn't either, I'd probably be a totally different person and I like who I am, I'm pretty fucking awesome lol! Anyway, I started to realize my worth and that started with self confidence... I began to realize that I was indeed a beautiful creature with meaning. Not just physically but spiritually. I slowly started making changes in my life and like a domino effect all the bad left my life and I started to appreciate the beauty others saw in me. 

Today I want to let you know that YOU are beYOUtiful! No one needs to tell you, you need to tell you. Look in the mirror and love the skin you're in. Own it and accept it. It's starts with self love ladies and soon after, the confidence will radiate so much that people will be drawn to it. Peace, Love & Happiness Dolls. 💋 

F**k you, I love makeup!

Make up is an accessory, it's not a need! Just so we're clear. I have no problem showing off my face without make up... I'll write about this topic later 

My current mood

Let me tell you about a MAN! A real man... One who's down for you like you would never believe. He's so real and honest you can't believe that someone like him even exist. A God fearing, PRAYING man. He loves every inch of your mind, body and soul, even when you're not lovable. He's patient with you and understands why you are they way you are, and instead of giving up on you, he sees you through it! Helps and guides you in any positive way that he can. That darkness that you couldn't escape? A MAN, that MAN ... MY MAN, bought so much light into my world it scared me.  Sometimes I feel like it's too good to be true... How did I ... ME? Get so damn lucky? But then I have to think of how my life was when he wasn't in it and realize, this is exactly what I need... Shit, what I deserve, A MAN. 

Just felt like expressing how I'm feeling at the moment.     

~Sabrina~

All about Sabrina

Hello all! My name is Sabrina and I’m 26 years old. I am a proud Haitian and originally from New York. I’m somewhat your typical young lady as far as interest and what I like but I am very different (every girl says that I know) but a lot of my point of views and opinions on things aren’t the same as the average woman in her mid- twenties. My mind set is out of this world and people think I’m crazy when I say certain things, but somehow they find themselves agreeing with the crazy shit I say. I love fashion, make up, shoes, food and a lot of different things. I have a pretty soft exterior, but looks can be real deceiving LOL (JK). No but seriously, people don’t expect what they usually get out of me. When they take my look for something that it’s not, they’re usually caught off guard. My friends call me a pit bull. I have long since retired that name. I’m turning over a new leaf and on a path of growth. My whole life I have been nothing but combative and it hasn’t really gotten me far, (Wow! I can’t even believe I’m writing this shit) but it just made me feel good at that very moment. Anyway, I’ve had a lot of positive in my life the last few years and that has been my drive to change. I am currently in school to be a preschool teacher. My goal is to get my masters in Early Childhood Education or School Administration. I love kids, they are the only type of human beings I have patience for and they are so CYYUUTE! I’m not much of a people person, I don’t know I am just really standoffish and not really friendly (something else I’m trying to change). I wish I could tell you where this comes from, but shit I’d like to know myself. (I swear a lot so sorry in advance.) Right now I am working at a charter school with middle school age children. It’s awesome and this is the best job I’ve ever had but I know I will flourish more in a setting where I’m working with younger kids. Also, I have an amazing, amazing boyfriend that I have been with for 4 and half years and he has a 4 year old son whom I adore. Remember that drive to change I mentioned earlier? Yeah that’s them! My situation has changed me and humbled me in more ways than one and is the reason why I can stand here today and own up to my mistakes and flaws. Anyway, I’ll talk more about that later. Last but not least, my lovely friends, MAN it’s been quite a journey! We have laughed, cried, fought even thought our friendships were going to end but we rose above all that and we are still here standing strong. They’ve grown to be the sisters that I’ve never had and I love them with everything in me. Anyway, sorry for rambling on so much, just want y’all to get an idea of Sabrina. Please join us, ask question, make statements and share your thoughts. Have a blessed one.